Miss you my best friends xx
Sunday, December 4 | 3:09 AM | 0 comments
Have you ever had someone so close to your heart? and you worrying so much about loosing themm? but when you actually did, you didnt know what the fuck to do :'( This has happened to me. I know I did wrong but listen to what I got to saaayyyy. I had a best friend & she was like a sister to me. She was my life & now she has goneeee. Im nothinggg. I havent stopped crying & this time I have no one run to. I know I fucked up once again & Im sorry & I know it was my last chance :'( I shouldn't of hurt you like I did. I regret every moment of it. I tried my hardest for this to work I was scared to loose you and now I have and Im in a state. How many sorrys do you want? :'( Just to say babe, I will never forget you even if you forget me. Our memorys together will never fade. You say you mean nothing to me, but you know you mean the world. I guess this time it really is goodbyee. I really dont know what to do, I hope one day you will forgive me. I would do anything for another chance but I know I lost my last one :( Im going to miss you babeyyy & I loves you. You will always be my sister & best friend because when I said forever I meant it. Im never going to give up on trying to get you back & Im sorry for all the pain I have put you threw. This isnt about you, this isnt even about me never has been, its about us & what we had. I loves you & Im sorry, nothing will make you forgive me. You dont understand how much I love you & how much you truely mean to me. You happy without me, but this time Im not going to pretend Im happy without you, because Im done with lieing and pretending. So yeahhh, I've lost my best friend in the hole wide world & now Im all alone no one to turn to. I've known him all my life & now its all gone & no one seems to care at all. I hope kita boleh rapat macam dulu :'( Thanks for reading, readers :*
