IHATEYOUU -,-
Friday, January 28 | 1:42 AM | 0 comments
I hate you . words cannot express the disgust . I feel inside when I see you , you make every inch of my body nervous , you make everything around you unhappy and angry , as if you sucked up all the colours of the world and keep them inside you , inside your heart . Something I will never reach , a place I will never taste , a smell I won't ever see a view I will never touch . Your heart , And I hate it , because i will never understand it , I will never ever feel it , I will never ever get close to it , every move , every word , every sound , every smile , every look , every part of you , every inch of you , I hate it ! I hate it so much it feels like I could die of hate , it feels it's not night to live in the same world as you , it feels sick to step the same ground you step . Please leave . I don't wwant to see you anymore ; every time I look at you it's so disgusting it hurts me , it stabs me in the heart , such sight , every inch of your hearts ; every inch so perfect , it hurts ; every inch so beautiful , it hurts ; every inch so admirable , so sweet , so grand , so perfect it hurts . Go away . I can't stand it , I hate you . So much it makes me cry , so much it makes me want to dissapear , so much it makes me want to see you again , so much I will never forgive you for being this hateful . So much . Everything you do is wrong everything . The way you smile , the way you talk , the way you move , the way you different , I hate everything in you , I even hate the way I hate you . You're bad . You're wrong . Just leave , don't ever show up infront of me again , I never see you again , I never want to see your face . You should be ashamed of yourself , can't you see how wrong you are ? How hateful , how bad , how stupid , how inpropriate you are ! I hate you . So much I can't live without you . Why ? why did you do this to me ! How could you have stolen my soul like this , I will never forgive you . You , so perfect , sweet , tender , grand , beautiful . I hate you ! Please leave and put me out of this misery ; the misery of having to see you , having to hear you , not being able to touch you , to feel you . Because you never let me in . Never . I'll never belong in your heart , I won't ever feel it , you will never notice me , I'm invisible to you . You don't even remember my name . You don't remember my face , you have never even looked at it . And that's why I can't live without you , even if they only thing I'll ever get from you is this feeling this hate , at least it means I can see you , to hate you . If you won't ever let me in , at least let me hate you . So please stay , Don't leave , let me hate you . Don't even noticed me , let me be . Let me watch you suck up all the colours of the world into your heart , let me watch you make everything unhappy and angry , let every inch of my body be nervous at your sight , let me be unable to express my disgust for you . I HATE YOU :)
